February 2010
29 posts
random, you don't have to read.
hellojash: yeah. I’m inspired to stuff. And I’ve BEEN wanting to do these. It’s mostly music but whatever. If it’s bolded, that means I’m working on it, and italicized if I’m working on it, but only a little. guitar percussion, snare c-walk guard and ballet drums piano breakdance jeeeeerk! hip-hop dance ukulele MW2 hmph, that’s it I think.. I have a lot ahead of me, so yawwwp. I...
Feb 1st
This just broke my heart. :(
kristakakaface: aiahlove: mrceray: breeology: ericdeptraiwah: lilxshorrtaay: jessiecathai: alliegatorrr: missybaby: alexflipstar: jeanntiu: My mother only had one eye. I hated her… she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mother came to say hello to me… I was so...
Feb 1st
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January 2010
61 posts
Jan 30th
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Jan 30th
53 notes
Forgive Me
itsrhia: boygirlconvos: Forgive me for liking you too much, I’ll forgive you for not liking me enough. Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, I’ll forgive you for not hearing it. Forgive me for finding you amazing, I’ll forgive you for never noticing. Forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything, I’ll forgive you for avoiding me. Forgive me for being so pathetic, I’ll...
Jan 27th
102 notes
I really hate the fact that you were right.. -__-
Jan 26th
neskafhaye: Alright, lay it all out, full of some bull shit. I ain’t bout to hang with some people that going to crowd you OUTTA the crowd. I really didn’t think this whole fucking best friend shit was gonna be that bad in high school, but its full of crap. I got more classes with her, but she and the other would rather have eachother. I have less classes with this whore bag, and he’s happy with...
Jan 26th
Just a little vent.
Damn, after all reading things blogs and crap. I just couldn’t help but shed a tear. I do miss you still. Today, when reading all these blogs, I always wondered WHAT IF. & Boy do I HATE wondering what if. But it’s okay. Saturday before crab feed, I texted you, seeing if you would reply. But no answer. I wasn’t trippin’ about it tho. You NEVER reply to me anymore. You...
Jan 26th
“Your girlfriend might not blow up your phone , but its because she respects your...”
– (via heeeyannn) (via abbybby)
Jan 26th
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A relationship isn't about calling each other babe...
aiahlove: (via norilynnn)
Jan 26th
Jan 26th
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I lost the love of my life tonight.
thisonedude7-0-saaav: After 14 months of being together,I guess my love isn’t enough to keep her with me.I’m the kind of boyfriend who always wants to be there for his girl and NEVER leave her hangin’.I’m the kind who will hold her bags at the mall for her,write her cute little love notes,and hold her so she knows I’ll always be there for her.I guess I should’ve listened to what people...
Jan 26th
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Jan 26th
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“If you dress nicely, he says you’re a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you’re a...”
– (via christinnejohnnson) (via katheeezy)
Jan 26th
Just think about it, you know I'll always be the...
stinesabean: nnnnnana: aiahlove: (via melodeezyfbaby)
Jan 25th
Jan 24th
Tired of this..
thisonedude7-0-saaav: dhaaaisy: thisonedude7-0-saaav: dhaaaisy: Just everything. So much unhappiness. Whatever happened. I used to be laughing twenty-four seven. Now I’m just there, listening. Not bothering to even get in to a conversation, cause 90 percent of the time people think I’m just butting in or I just don’t know what they’re talking about. My effort is just apparently annoying to...
Jan 23rd
3 notes
Tired of this..
thisonedude7-0-saaav: dhaaaisy: Just everything. So much unhappiness. Whatever happened. I used to be laughing twenty-four seven. Now I’m just there, listening. Not bothering to even get in to a conversation, cause 90 percent of the time people think I’m just butting in or I just don’t know what they’re talking about. My effort is just apparently annoying to them. I don’t know how the hell I’m...
Jan 23rd
3 notes
Tired of this..
Just everything. So much unhappiness. Whatever happened. I used to be laughing twenty-four seven. Now I’m just there, listening. Not bothering to even get in to a conversation, cause 90 percent of the time people think I’m just butting in or I just don’t know what they’re talking about. My effort is just apparently annoying to them. I don’t know how the hell I’m...
Jan 23rd
3 notes
I still wonder if I still cross your mind every now & then. & I won’t lie either, you’re still on my mind sometimes.
Jan 23rd
Just shut the eff up.
Okay, here. I’VE TOLD YOU OVER HOW MANY TIMES, I have practice Tuesdays & Thursdays and sometimes Fridays & I wont get home til nine thirty. & I have shows on Saturdays & I won’t get home til freakin’ midnight or something. You say that guard has always been taking up my time and that I have no time for school. Well, how am I ever going to learn how to balance out...
Jan 23rd
Poem for Cirelli.
I still need to work on how to make it more imagery. Tell me what I can change. I’m open to any criticism. Just don’t be too harsh. I’m still unsure about some lines. Tell me if you can find a theme for it too. Cause that’s the most important part. Please & Thanks (: I wake up and I brush out my long black hair, As I wonder in my mind what to wear. I gather all my...
Jan 22nd
Where mah Solano niggas at?
thisonedude7-0-saaav: I miss you bitches and hoes.ahaha jp about the hoes but ya’ll is some bitches though.next kick it…my house?burfday function commin’ up.Hopefully we’ll chill there.I miss you niggahs though.We had some great ass times together.Runnin’ the school,Runnin’ FROM the school,Runnin’ AROUND the school.ahaha.Damn,when will it ever be the same. Forreal tho. When will it EVER be the...
Jan 20th
Happy Birthday @Braaandoncastillo! & Mrs.Fuller :D...
Jan 20th
1/16/10
jeremybryan: just a day at jammies made me realize how school ended up being different. no, a day at jammies made me realize that my future changed just like that.. it just isnt the same anymore. the jokes, the laughs, the drama, the deep conversations. sure school CAN  be like that again, but it never will be, now that class of ‘09 has split up going to different schools. i miss those moments...
Jan 20th
“It’s not that easy to win over a girl’s heart. You can’t just look into her eyes...”
– (via runawaytrain) (via lovemewithoutfear) (via aiahlove)
Jan 20th
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Jan 20th
You know what? All that "real men" talk goes for...
hellojash: kimmycolors: There should be no exception. Women can physically hurt men just as bad. They can say things that hurt men just the same. Women need to learn how to respect men too. Men are human just as well as women are.
Jan 20th
Call me dumb, but this is how I feel.
aiahlove: gelidaddy: I don’t ever want you to think that I see you as this boy wcho doesn’t care about girls feelings, cause if that’s how I felt, then why would I have taken a chance with you? I did because I saw behind your “player ways” I saw somebody who actually cared, and I knew you did because the way you’d make me feel, and how you’d say you loved me. Truth is, the people who would...
Jan 20th
10 Signs A Girl Is Missing You,
lilmiss: angelahhh: aiahlove: yourstrulysarah: dulay: missskg: sammielovee: melodeezyfbaby: 1) Songs like “You Belong With Me” automatically makes her think of you. 2) She daydreams about you. & If someone asks her what she’s thinking about, she’ll say “Uhmm, someone.” 3) She stays up thinking about you, wondering what you’re doing, if you’re asleep yet, if you’re up thinking...
Jan 20th
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"Alcohol-ism"
genalineshepherd: armandoandres: I’m annoyed of all the under-aged kids these days who think they’re cool because they can get alcohol, or because they can drink under-age. That may not even be the reason why they do drink, but it sure as hell annoys the fuck outta me. No one cares for the pictures you post up of you and your friends drinking at some party. It’s a complete turn off and it...
Jan 19th
40 notes
Only cause.
I’m seriously TIRED of your ass. Dang. You’re all up about love and you’re REALLY TRYING HARD to find that “special someone”. Damn, have you ever thought about just layin’ back & just chill on love? & Let it come to you? Fuck. I’m tired of seeing your status all about fallin’ in love with this girl, then she fucks up, and then you just give...
Jan 19th
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FACT: I have never watched The Notebook or A Walk...
ilyanika: dhaaaisy: Mhmm. ooh! you deprived girl! we have to get you to see both! haha :D Haha sure. I wanna watch it, but I’ve never got the chance to.
Jan 18th
FACT: I have never watched The Notebook or A Walk...
samanthamel: dhaaaisy: Mhmm. WHAT !?!! D: It’s truue, haha.
Jan 18th
FACT: I have never watched The Notebook or A Walk...
joesofine: dhaaaisy: Mhmm. same here! hella people tell me it’s a good movie but i’m like uhh.. okay lol Haha high five! xD & Then I see all these pictures from A Walk To Remember. I’m like okaay. Hah.
Jan 18th
FACT: I have never watched The Notebook or A Walk...
Mhmm.
Jan 18th
“There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no...”
– (via leaaahmarie) (via kristiannn) (via aiahlove)
Jan 18th
15 notes
Damn..
After headin’ to Jammie’s party yesterday, it made me think. It’s just not the same w/out EVERYONE. Like forreal. I miss all those silly times, all them laughs, and just having fun. I miss looking forward to going to school and hanging out w/everyone. I swear, like I wish ALL of us could go to the same school. It just ain’t the same.. We fasho need a reunion, & this...
Jan 18th
Update.
I couldn’t be anymore happier than I am right now. I still could remember that I was such a mess when Gene had broken up w/me, but now, I’m freakin’ happy. Some little sadness here and there, but overall, it’s all great. Getting those high grades, more concentration, cuttin’ back on procrastination, spendin’ more time w/family & friends, and...
Jan 16th
“I don’t regret any of my feelings or things I did...
aiahlove: (via norilynnn) i know how you feel ..
Jan 14th
“She’s not the type of girl to wait by the phone, she won’t cry, she knows it’ll...”
– (via poeticheartache) (via vajaina) (via jezzyboo) (via aiahlove)
Jan 3rd
250 notes
i miss you..
aiahlove: hercutethang: I miss the words you used to say. I miss the way you used to greet me in the hallways with that smile, and I would just blush and walk away. I miss the texts you used to send me, making me smile, and making my life a little bit more happier. You knew everything about me. It was just so easy to tell you everything, without getting judged. I miss the nicknames, the...
Jan 3rd
Keepin' my head up.
I look around tumblr and I see something. It hurts, but ya know what, it’s whatever now. I’m not letting you bring me down any longer. You’ve already brought me down to my lowest, & for sure I will never let that happen again. Yeah, you may be my longest & my strongest, but that doesn’t mean that I can’t get over you right? I’m starting to look at this...
Jan 2nd
being nice to someone yu dislike doesnt mean yur...
fashokarentejam: vajaina: (via teeffanylie) Agree .
Jan 2nd
Today’s date, 01-02-2010, is a palindrome; it...
angelahhh: rewindmymind: emptyveins: maddlouise: trashandluxury: (via helloimabigail) hellonagooyent
Jan 2nd
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“Eventually, everything will come together. Until then; live it up. Do what makes...”
– (via poeticheartache)
Jan 2nd
179 notes
Happy Birthday @Abbybby & Jeremy Encarnation :D
Jan 2nd
Forreal tho.
Whoever that person was on formspring, told me the real shit. I have a feelin’ I know who it is, but I’ll let them tell me who they are cause I’m not too sure. But anyways. I just need to get over him. There was a reason we broke up. I just gotta accept it. He moved on, I need to also. But I don’t have to let go completely if I don’t want to, but I can’t hold on...
Jan 2nd
09' Memories.
katheeezy: Imma juss post alla them on here cos i think imma blow up people’s phones if i post it on twitter. When we got Mr. Lienhart fired. When Mr. Lienhart left & no one was there to watch us after practice, and me, dhaisy, jessica, nana, and celina were making fires inside of the bandroom. When Mr. Lienhart used to bring us food whenever there was a bandbooster meeting cos we’d just...
Jan 2nd
“There’s no reason to breakup. All those unreasonable excuses; why breakup when...”
– (via poeticheartache)
Jan 1st
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