February 2012
1 post
You're not a priority anymore to me.
POINT BLANK. I understand that we’re busy and what not. But it just isn’t the same. Things change, yeah? I hate to admit it. I hate the fact that the fire isn’t there anymore. I’ve been trying for almost 2 months now trying to get back that spark. Nothing is getting better. It’s like a heartbeat sorta.. going up and down. I feel like it’s not worth it anymore....
January 2012
4 posts
Life's good.
I have so much on my plate. But fuck, it’s motivating me to do good in school again :) School, work(starting in March), guard with Deviation, and guard instructor/tech for Solano. It could not get any better than this. This is like a preview of my future. Haha. I love it though because it’s preparing me for the real world sorta. Just living my life to its fullest, especially during my...
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Evals.
Was a pretty fun. Picked up Jessica’s car since I couldn’t take my car and I couldn’t ride with anyone else. So I picked up Rado, Kat, and Adam. Went through a car wash for the first time, haha. And it was off to union city. The trip there was pretty confusing. We thought we were lost, but we were going to the right direction, haha. Adam kept bugging me about my driving. Anyway,...
December 2011
2 posts
So irritating.
All you guys do not do shit. You’ll only do shit when something drastic happens, which is now. But now that everything is calmed down you go back to the same habits. You know he is not gonna be able to do the same stuff he used to do before, which breaks my heart. But you guys can’t just sit there and act everything is gonna be okay. Before, he used to do all the work, cleaning the...
November 2011
2 posts
Junior Year.
I swear, I’m on the verge of breaking apart. My grades are not at what I want them to be. I do not know what is wrong with me. I have a lot on my shoulders. I want to cry. I have no one to vent to anymore. And the person I used to vent to about everything doesn’t even care about my thoughts anymore. She/he never hits me up anymore. I hella thought we were friends no matter what,...
Honestly
What’s it going to take for you to trust me and know that I’m responsible? I know I do so much in my life and I rarely stay home but I still have good grades. I still help around. Why can’t you let me enjoy my high school life without you being on my ass 24/7. I know you care and I know you’re just concerned. But when am I gonna get a little bit credit? I set myself as a...
September 2011
3 posts
homecoming..
Hash keeps telling me I should, but I’m indecisive.. Should I run for homecoming princess? Idek who would vote for me. Haha.
1 tag
August 2011
5 posts
you piss me off sometimes.
I always support you in school. I support you in every decision you make. I proofread EVERY essay you do to make sure it is okay. I always push you finish you homework. But yet YOU CANT SUPPORT ME. I have one honors class and one AP class. You say “it’s too much for you to handle” And I know it’s not, and even if it is, it doesn’t hurt to push my limit to test myself....
hellojash asked: okaaay I'll ask you one. haha, 49!
Brutal honesty hour.
A - If I'm in love.
B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was.
C - How long it's been since I've kissed.
D - If I have a preference for boys or girls.
E - How many holes I have in my ears.
F - Give me any options, like 'hot or cold?'
G - The last person I said 'I love you' to.
H - The last person I hugged.
I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.
J - How old I am.
K- What my full name is.
L - If I have siblings.
M - If I forgive betrayal.
N - If you want to know how I treat my friends.
O - If I like my school.
P - What kind of music I like.
Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be.
R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities.
S - 2 habits.
T- 5 things I love unconditionally.
U - How many texts I send daily.
V - 3 big dreams.
W - An idol.
X - If I've done something I regret very much.
Y - If I like my town and why.
Z - Ask any question you want.
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1: Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back? 2: Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left? 3. Your relationship status? 4. Where did you meet your crush(es)? 5. Have you ever lost a close friend? 6. Do you smoke weed regularly? 7. Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person? 8. Would you parents be mad if you were in a...
July 2011
44 posts
I still care about you.
rayrayrifle:
Even if we haven’t talked in a while. I still care about you. You were someone special to me, of course I wouldn’t want anything bad happening to you. I’d support you on the things you do. The decisions and choices you make. You’ll always be something a part of me. No matter the distance. No matter the silence. No matter the drift. I still care about you, and I hope you know that...
25 cutest followers
Why? Why would you do that? Why would you not even put me first? Am I not in your mind? Why would you even do it in the first place?! The fuck. You’re not looking out for my feelings. You’re naming 25 other girls that you find attractive. How the fuck do you think that makes me feel? -.- sometimes you just don’t get it. It makes me think are you really into me? Cmon now. Now you’re all mad cause I...
I wanna be the girl who makes your bad days...
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<3 babyy.
fml.
So apparently I look hella young. I was flagging today, and one girl came up to me and said “how old are you?” I said “sixteen.” she says “WOW! Really? You look 13.” Then like the next time I was flagging another girl comes up to me and asks “You work here?” And I said “Yeah.” She asks “really? how old are you?” Then her...
Sunday.
Woke up around 8ish and got ready. Around 930 Boi and Hash picked me up and then it was off to Tracy to go get Janelle. Car ride there was eh, hella mutha fuckin’ long. But we finally got there, I changed into some shorts cause it was hot af. Then we left to go to Great Mall. Got there and walked around. Went into Forever 21, just looked around since we were gonna go back to the store...
FEMALE DICTIONARY:
aahniitaa:
mariabaaaby:
Nothing, Forget it = You better figure out what you did wrong.
Are you tired? = Please don’t go to sleep, I love talking to you.
I’m OK = Hold me tight, I need a shoulder to cry on.
I don’t give a fuck anymore = I still care but I’m tired of arguing with you.
I’m cold = Get a blanket and cuddle with me.
Leave me alone = Please don’t go.
I love you = Tell me you...
If you really love your girl
kaceycloie:
If you really love your girl, you don’t let her go to sleep mad, or upset at you. You don’t let her cry herself to sleep because you know deep down inside, that’ll be hurting you twice as much as it’s hurting her. You don’t leave her hanging, you hang in there for her no matter how hard times get.
Same thing goes for boys too. It ain’t not one way street.
Girls never know what they want, guys never knew...
(-from someone’s twitter, I believe Lorenz?)
If only..
"fuck fake friends and half ass love."
killin' me.
i dont even know where to begin. yeah, yesterday was a wonderful day. but honestly, i’m still hurt. i’m still jealous, i’m still upset, and i’m still frustrated. that saturday, i don’t even know. i was just shot down. my self-esteem went down the drain. it hurts a lot because it’s coming from you. how could you say “i’m sorry i’ve been acting...
fuckin' shit.
seriously? the fuck. do you not wanna hang out? just tell me. guess you never wanna fix things at all. i know there’s someone else, i feel that there is. why are you acting like this? do i really deserve all of this? after my effort on trying to keep this alive, i deserve this? fake smiles and all that? i know its not fair, but does it look like i care? i want us to be together.. but it...
Day 07
Day 07: Favorite Guard song?
Hip Hop is Dead and I Begin To Wonder (:
After a break up,
ayeeyodestiny:
I don’t really plan on being friends until I’m officially done and over you.
I don’t need or want to see or hear who you date next.
Unspoken thoughts.: Be true, be real. →
ktrn-dly:
When you have a real, good girl around, do not take her for granted. Especially if she’s still willing to stick with you through all the downs in your relationship. I’ve seen too many good girls getting hurt because of the lack of heart. I’m not saying it’s always the guy’s fault…
Day 06
Day 06: Favorite outfit?
Atlantis outfit(:
marissailena:
thisonedude707:
killllajay:
...
Day 05
Day 05: Favorite show?
My favorite show that I’ve been in is either Atlantis or Begin to Wonder, I really can’t decide hahah. And my favorite shows are James Logan 2003 “Carmen Lives” and Santa Clara Vanguard 2008 “The Kiss” (:
Day 03 & 04
Day 03: What is your favorite: Flag, rifle, or saber?
Rifle<3
Day 04: Winter Guard or Marching Band Guard?
Winterguard all the way baby(:
vent.
Wow. After almost 14 months of being together, I would not expect this from you. I still remember when we first met that we both agreed that we both knew how it felt when someone who has been through almost everything with you would just leave you and throw everything you had away. We knew how it felt, and we would never do that to each other. No matter what, we would always keep fight through any...
Day 02
Day 02: How long have you been in color guard?
This incoming year will be my 5th year (: <3
Day 01
Day 01: What made you start wanting to be in color guard?
I first watched it when I was in elementary school in like 4th grade I think? Solano came down and performed for us during an assembly. I really paid attention to this one girl because she had long hair. I watched her the whole time and she made it look really fun. So from then on I told myself I was going to join guard when I get to...
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Day 01: What made you start wanting to be in color guard? Day 02: How long have you been in color guard? Day 03: What is your favorite: Flag, rifle, or saber? Day 04: Winter Guard or Marching Band Guard? Day 05: Favorite show? Day 06: Favorite outfit? Day 07: Favorite Guard song? Day 08: If you…
Oooh, i’ll do this when i’m done with the honesty...
Summer 2011
is really turnin’ out good for me (: i’m sad that it’s coming to an end, but im gonna make the best out of it. I still need get crackin’ on these summer projects. hella busy with work, kickits, and conditioning, i dont know when i’m ever gonna start on it. Still debating whether or not I should work during the school year also. But damn school, work, and guard?! I...
"Hey, know any good jokes about sodium?" "Na."
thefong:
backhometohogwarts:
brooksoglesby:
I zinc we’re better than that, guys.
One of the better jokes I’ve xenon here
It’s not their fault all the good jokes argon.
who is manganese jokes?
Please, don’t make me sulfur through this.
where is the person that made these awful puns
I want to barium
!!!!! HAHAHAHA love these kinds of jokes
LOL. haha.
My ask is open...
love-janelle:
chrisyambao:
lovekrishia:
camintuan:
Fuck Marry Kill
This or That
Something you want to share
Personal Questions
Random messages
Love/Hate
Your favorite scary movie, celebrity etc…
Or anything else you can think of!
My ask has always been open.. LOL
forreal, my shit is always empty /:
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http://love-janelle.tumblr.com/ask
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